Chapter 211

Antonia said, "Philip, you are looking at it all wrong. If you put your girl into a convent you are setting her up for failure. They will come out with no knowledge of sex, at all, just like I did. I had all the questions, and none of the answers. So I did what every other kid would do. I went on to the Internet and got all the wrong information.

I saw dogs fuck women, and I was horrified. I saw men brutalizing women and I was even more horrified. I saw women tied up, with their mouths filled with ball gags, being whipped and gang raped. This was my introduction to sex. I knew there had to be something better and more loving than what I was seeing on my computer. My brother, Vincent, was just like you. He brought home girl after girl, day after day, and my mother had no say in the matter; because my father condoned it. Why, because Vincent is a man, and if a girl let him do that to her, she was a slut. Those were my father's exact words. When my father was considerin