Chapter 34

Cara's POV

I couldn't believe what I did. I kissed him. I kissed Beta Teo. I couldn't stop asking myself why I had done that, why I had kissed him, and why I had said all those things.

I felt like I had betrayed Rollins. He gave me everything I wanted; what more did I need? Was I always this ungrateful?

Rollins kissed me in the morning; I didn't let him go further than that. It didn't feel right that I had let another man kiss me and then have sex with him the next day; it was unfair.

"I'll be back late today," Rollins said to me, and I could only nod. "Are you alright?"

"Yes, Rollins, I am alright."

He stared at me longer, as if trying to read the expression on my face, but I gave none.

"Would you still be going out shopping with May?" He asked. I had told May that I would come along, but that was before Lucian told me all that stuff. Now, I didn't want to be anywhere near him and they were mates, it might feel a bit strang