Chapter 175

Valeria's POV

I was a pure emotional mess. For the last week, my body was screaming for him to be near me and now I didn't even want to see him anymore. I collapsed onto the bed in frustration. What is wrong with me?

I tore my hair and stroked my face several times. Since when have I been like this? Why am I like this? Even though he treated me like that yesterday, I still want him with me. What's wrong with me? I hit myself in the head. Stupid mind and stupid heart. Why can't you ever agree?

My mind tells me to keep my distance, who knows what else can happen and my damn heart screams for him and his closeness. I didn't know what to listen to myself. Maybe I should confront him. That would be the most purely logistical thing. So I picked a pair of jeans and a T-shirt from the closet and changed. I ran towards the door, took another deep breath, and then pushed down the handle. Let's go.

I stepped out of my room and closed the door behind me