Chapter 5. You’re Mine Forever

He kisses my forehead again and hugs me tightly.

I’m still feeling the pain, but I can’t show him, not now and not ever because I know that he will kill my baby.

I can’t help but cry, I would rather not be with this baby and I would rather not live this life.

All my life I want to be loved by someone who loves me unconditionally, and here I am now, being forced into a marriage against my will.

I know it’s wrong and stupid, but I wish I could run away from all of this.

I just want to cry and scream in happiness, but I can’t, I can’t do it and this is just too much to handle. The worst part is that I can’t stop crying.

After some minutes, Riccardo stopped hugging me and left me alone.

It’s quiet around me, no one is talking or anything, I think they wanted to avoid talking to me, I’m confused because I don’t understand why they were avoiding me.

Then I feel something warm on my back, and it’s like it was raining, and suddenly, it stops.

But suddenly, he goes back and takes the most beautiful and expensive wedding gown I have ever seen.

Not only that, but he also takes some jewelry and other stuff that looks so fancy and expensive.

“This all for you Alessia, just take it, tomorrow we will get married, so right now just prepare yourself because I will take my private jet for our wedding and honeymoon to Greece.”

“What? Isn’t it too fast for you?”

“No, this is the best decision I ever made because I will marry you, the first virgin I meet, you are so beautiful and precious to me.”

I just nodded my head, I feel so shy and my heartbeat goes faster every time I’m around Riccardo.

As soon as I prepare before going to Greece, the time seems so much faster for me, I don’t even realize anything that happened.

I just know, I will marry the most dangerous mafia in Italy, and I’m pregnant with his baby.

Riccardo has been waiting for me on his private jet and as soon as I arrive he helps me and keeps holding me.

I look around the plane, this place is so huge, there are so many people and I didn’t see anyone that I know, and I’m so scared because I want to avoid causing any problems in his business or the Mafia.

The plane landed in Athens in 4 hours and we both went to our hotel room.

I start to walk to the bed and Riccardo follows behind me.

“Oh Alessia, this will be your bedroom, so you can choose what you want in here.”

I nod my head and I open my suitcase, it has plenty of dresses, blouses, pants, shoes, and accessories.

I choose all of them and I look at the big mirror in the corner of my room.

“Alessia…come out for a second.”

I turn towards him and see he has a smile on his face, he was looking at me like an adorable child.

“Alessia, come over here!”

I immediately come next to him and stand near him and see he is taking pictures of me.

I don’t know what he wants, but I don’t care, I just hope he doesn’t take a picture of my stomach.

And suddenly, he takes pictures of my stomach, to show his family if I’m pregnant with his baby.

We both get close, and he holds my shoulders and takes the photo, and it shows that there’s only my stomach that is shown.

“Good! Now kiss me.”

Now I feel scared, and my stomach starts to get nervous because I don’t want him to take any pictures of my tummy.

I slowly move forward, and I’m standing near his lips.

Suddenly, I feel his mouth touching mine, he kisses me, and he kisses me hard.

When he pulls away, he puts his hand on his forehead and I follow his movement.

“You will be my wife now, I can’t say it anymore because it sounds too weird to say, for a man like me, you are entirely changing my life.”

I just stayed silent without saying anything, all I wanted was to run away from here.

“Well, now that I have married you I want you to obey everything that I order you to do. You’re going to be the mother of my son, so you need to listen to everything I tell you. And I hope you will respect me and obey me in everything. If you do what I say, you can expect good things from your future, and I promise you that.”

Now I can’t say anything to him, but he didn’t let me answer him.

“And now, I know you must be tired, you can go to sleep because tomorrow we will be busy.”

I slept, and he took a blanket to cover my body.

Tomorrow morning, I will see some noise from outside.

And I see the servant already waiting for me until I wake up.

Today is the day of our wedding. I woke up early as usual to prepare everything. My dress is being made by my maids.

I look at my belly and smile, I don’t know when I started feeling so happy, I think when I first realized that I was pregnant. I also don’t know if I should be excited or nervous or sad.

Furthermore, I guess I’m nervous because I haven’t decided yet whether I should marry Riccardo or not. Not only that, but I think he would be so mad if I suddenly decided not to marry him after getting married.

Furthermore, I know how much he loves me, and I can tell he truly cares about me. If I decided not to marry him he would become angry and disappointed. I don’t want that because he might be killing me.