Chapter 3. What Have You Done?

Nicholas dropped the cigarette he was holding because of what I said. He even looked right into my eyes to see if I was lying or playing a joke on him, but I wasn't. How I wish this were just a bad dream.

He could not believe it. "Y-You did that?" he asked.

I gave a weak nod and lit up another cigarette. I know I have done a lot of bad things, but this is the first time I have done something like this. I hook up with women who have already been used. I never took someone's purity for granted. Even though I am a total jerk, I still have a clean conscience.

"So, you owe me three hundred thousand now.” Nicholas said with a smile, "Easy money."

I just gave a nod. We used to have a bet that whoever touched a virgin without permission would have to pay money as a penalty. And just like that, I have lost. I was too focused on the feeling to even think about it last night.

"How many rounds?"

I could not help laughing out loud at what he asked. This guy really knows me. "Seven," I answered without thinking.

"You motherfucking scumbag! You are really different, Rap. That is too much lust," he said, surprised.

Yes, I am a complete jerk. I will not deny it. Nicholas also knows that I have been this way before. But I am just using what they have given me. With this jaw-dropping look and hot body, I cannot afford not to use it. I am just a guy with some needs.

"I know that. But I already started, so I just made the most of it. She seemed to like it as well. We would not have gotten that far if she had not enjoyed the feeling. Do you think so?" I asked calmly before throwing out the cigarette.

Only when I am stressed do I smoke. But Nicholas is here, so we can talk to each other like men. I don't need any sedatives. I will also forget about it. Things will get better.

"How is the girl? You really have no compassion. Even though it is her first time, you have been through so many rounds already. Her body must be hurting right now. Aw, poor girl."

I could not stop looking down at the buildings, cars, and people walking. Everyone's busy minding their own business. But that girl is lying in bed, for sure.

"What are you expecting? A beast used her. But I left some money. I also gave her a business card, so if she comes, Miguel will know what to do. I am sure he can deal with the girl. It is just the guilt that worries me.

I gave the card to the office of the clothing line. And, of course, it was not my name. Miguel Vergos, who works for me, owns that. I gave him control of that business because I still had a lot to do.

"You are really unbelievable. After using her body, you just threw her away like she was a toy."

"Stop acting like that is not what you also do. Don't act like an innocent because we are both evil," I immediately said, and I heard him scoff.

I do not know why, but for some reason, I am feeling calm. The rooftop is where I always go, even before there is a problem. It feels like a safe place for me here in the hospital. This place will always hold a special place in my heart.

"But, Rap, did you use protection?" Nicholas asked in surprise.

I frowned at what he said. Is he serious? As if he never knew me.

"No, obviously not. I have never worn protection. That's just a hurdle. Still, skin-to-skin is best. As if you do not already know that," I replied.

I could see that what I said to him had shocked him. What is the matter? Do not make me act like him, who still uses a condom. That sucks. Only weak people use it. The girls at the bar get an injection to keep them from getting pregnant. That is their rule.

"You're dead, Custodio. Get yourself ready," he said seriously, which surprised me.

"What do you mean I am dead? I do that every time. Cum inside their body and watch my liquid drip over their hole. That is really interesting, is not it?" I said showing off.

Nicholas could not stop shaking his head. What the hell is he doing? Why is he acting strangely, as if I have committed a sin?

"Rap, she's a virgin. There's a high chance she's not protected. That's why you 're dead."

Then I understood everything he meant when he said this. Fuck! How could I have forgotten? Shit! I really messed things up. She's a virgin. Everything Nicholas said made sense.

She's not protected. What if I get her pregnant? Fuck! What should I do now?

I cannot impregnate a human and give a wolf blood. That is what prophecy is all about. If that happens, a child will be born who will kill all the wolves in our line. Shit! That cannot happen.

"I bet Custodio Jr. will be here soon.” Nicholas laughed as he looked at me as if I was about to lose my mind and said, "Good luck with that."

I swore at myself over and over. I could not believe I let this happen. I need her only to keep me warm at night, not to carry a baby. Shit! I cannot let that happen. It will be the end of my life.

"Fuck you," I said to him in disgust as I left the hospital and left him there.

I need to breathe some fresh air. I am sure I will lose my mind if I think about what could happen. I need a drink. I have to calm myself down. The chances are low that what I am thinking will happen. That is right. I am just making too much of it.

"What the hell!" I let out a loud scream when the motorcycle suddenly sped up in front of me.

I kept honking the horns, and I did not care if the people outside were already deaf. I hate all those idiot drivers. There was not even a sign to stop. If you are not dumb.

I just did not pay attention to it and kept driving until I got to the bar near the hospital. It is already one in the afternoon, but I do not care. I will drink even if I have not eaten. I need to freshen myself.

"One dry martini. Make it fast," I said casually when I got to the counter.

I sat on a step stool while waiting for my drink. I also took my tie off a bit so I could get more air. I feel like my chest has been tight from having so many thoughts. I was able to change my clothes and take a shower earlier in my condo before I went to the hospital.

"Here's a drink for you, sir. Is that all?" The bartender said he was smiling at me, and I just nodded.

I do not plan to stay here for much longer. I just want to feel the wine slip down my throat. I thought it might help me calm down, but I was wrong. I had four glasses, but still nothing happened. Fuck!

"Hi there, handsome. Feeling stressed out? Would you like some help?" The woman said it in an enticing way and quickly touched my back.

She took her time massaging my big shoulders. I noticed that the way she touched me went from my chest to my stomach. I know what she wants. She could definitely entertain me, but I am not in the mood right now. What happened last night is still bugging me.

"You are too handsome to be stressed. Come with me. I will make you feel better," the woman said, and then she hit the head of my anaconda.

I immediately swore when it twitched, so the woman just laughed. Shit! I said I was not in the mood, but why is my body listening? Am I really this easy to tempt?

"Your little buddy has answered. Let's go, handsome."

I did not do anything, and I just realized that I followed her into a room. She is just average, and I can tell she is a G.R.O. just by looking at her. She is wearing a crop top, which lets me see her bust. She has big tits and a curvy body that highlights her buttocks. That is not bad.

"My rate is five thousand. Does that sound good to you?" She said as soon as we got inside.

I just nodded before laying on the bed while waiting for him. It didn't take long for him to take off his clothes, either. Then he came to me and took off my long sleeve.

"Nice chest, huh. You go to the gym a lot, don't you?" She said this when I took off my clothes and exposed my body to her.

I did not pay attention to her and let her take off my pants. I was wearing boxer briefs at the time, so it was easy for her to take them off.

"Shit! This is huge."

Again, I did not answer her, and I just kept looking at the white ceiling. I just had the feeling that she was holding my anaconda and slowly raising and lowering it. When she was happy, I felt the heat, and when it got wet, I knew it was inside her mouth.

She does this well. Obviously practiced. She fits into the rhythm easily and knows how to make me feel better. Not bad compared to my past experiences. Plus, she has a gorgeous face. It is kind of grown up, but it is fine.

"Hmm... Keep sucking, whore. Make me feel better."

She kept doing it until I could feel my back arching. A few seconds later, I felt the shots coming out of me one after the other. She swallowed it without hesitation and then smiled at me.

"Ready for the exciting part?" She said this before grabbing my anaconda and sitting on top of me.

She was about to put it in the hole when I suddenly realized what was happening and pushed her. If I had not held her hand, she would have rolled off the bed.

"What is going wrong? I was about to put it Are you changing your mind? She asked in surprise.

I shook my head. It's a waste of money if I stop. "I need a condom," I said suddenly, which obviously surprised her.

"Why is that? I have protection. It is like you are saying, I am a dirty woman, and I am going to give you a lot of pain."

I quickly shook my head after what she said. "No, I do not mean that. I'm just being careful," I explained.

She gave a big sigh, stood up, and took a condom from the drawer. She put it on me without showing any emotion before the pleasure started. I was not going to wear it, but then I remembered what happened last night and changed my mind.

I couldn't afford to be that reckless again.

To be honest, I do not feel like my sexual desire is getting stronger. Maybe because there is no twist in this play. She is not as tight as she used to be, so I can not feel the tickle anymore. No tools, just straight-up sex. She is good, but my body is looking for something else. I want even more.

"Don't you have handcuffs or chains here?' I asked in between the woman's movements.

This slightly shocked her. "Y-You're an ad**ct?" she asked in disbelief.

"No, I do not mean to say that. It is just kind of boring. My sexual desire does not increase here. Maybe there is something you can do about it. If it is just like this, my pay is being wasted."

I got up and told her to go lay down. She did not do anything, so it was clear that she had no choice but to show me the rope in the drawer. That is all there is, but it can be done. I did not think twice; I just let her fall and tied both of her hands to the corner of the headboard.

"Now, let's begin the real play. Be submissive prey to your wild beast."