Chapter 41

It's really frustrating when you have nothing to do to kill time, huh? No one to chat with physicality or even on the phone. What a life I have! Nobody would like a life like the one I am living. I just had my breakfast a while ago, and now I am all cooked up in my room, wondering what to do until four in the evening. I thought I would spend some time with Nick preparing the song we agreed to do together, but he had to push that to tomorrow because he wanted to have some alone time with his girlfriend today, which I totally understand. About these other two, Tim and Jimmy, the kings of women, well, I don't fit in their group, so I didn't even care to ask about their plans for the day. It's not like I would ask to tag along with them to the clubs.

I take a shower, pondering what to do. I would have chosen to sit in front of my laptop and read a few emails or comments from my fans, but I have been avoiding that lately. What if there is a family member or friend out there who has