Chapter 37

The more I think about it, the more I realise it isn’t because Marcus is his friend, but I like Marcus, and maybe more than a friend, which would be a huge risk. I can’t tell him that, though.

“Marcus, I don’t know how to explain it. Something just does not feel right. He is your friend.” As the words come out, my mind thinks about it and screams at me to stop objecting. “I don’t think I can. What happens afterwards? Are you going to be fine knowing I slept with him willingly without you joining in?”

His laugh makes me aware he thinks it is a ridiculous thought to even translate into words.

“Alena, if I was not sure about something, I would not even consider asking. From those pictures at the club, you know the thought of you surrounded by guys touching you turns me on. If your fantasy was to happen, I would want Marcus to be one of the men. It would make me feel better knowing he was. If you can’t do it with just Marcus, how do you plan to with more than one m