Chapter 45

Before anyone could consider it possible, I got a job in a very well located office in the city.

My father was able to contact important people, and, practically one day after I returned home, I was already employed. At least I had a place to dedicate all my thoughts and not have free time to cry and regret the longing for Edward. The first day away from him was chaos. I was just crying. I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep. It was the pain of a stronger breakup than I've ever felt in my life. Still, the next day, I woke up, put a strong makeup on my face and made an appointment at the mall with my friends.

Edward was right. . Getting back with my friends gave me even more hope for my future. They still made me laugh, but it wasn't something forced. We had established some rules so that I wouldn't feel terrible about my brother's death or the end of my relationship. They made me aware of everything in their lives, and I was able to bring them ba