Chapter 46

Edward wanted some time because he wasn't brave enough to say with all the letters that he didn't want anything else. That I didn't want to waste my time by focusing on a relationship that would never leave dating. He just wasn't interested in finding new people to replace me, or going back to the old ones, because that would go against all the responsibility he still had with my feelings, and with what we created while we were together. Edward just wanted me to have enough time to forget him. I wondered if he felt, if somehow his ear burned, or he had difficulty sleeping, because there wasn't a single day when I didn't think about him and his motives, always interpreting everything in the most erroneous way possible.

In my workplace, I was distracted by the tasks that never finished, with spreadsheets, documents, files of many years that needed to be scanned and friends that made me feel back to high school. I made friends with two women who also