Chapter 23. Do You Miss Me Just As I Miss You?

Nyla’s POV

I sat on the rocking chair on the porch in the early hours of the morning. The cold breeze was chilly but it was the best view ever watching as the sun set above the horizon.

Felix wanted to cry so I had come outside to feed him instead of him disturbing Jenny who was still fast asleep. I rocked him and he gave out a beautiful smile of hope and assurance. For once I regret ever giving him up. He doesn’t deserve those families. I’m willing to sacrifice so much for him.

He looked so much like his father and I still woke up with those memories of us together. I just can’t get it out of my head, the more I fantasize about him, the more I miss him more. I was supposed to conclude that nothing was going to happen between us, we weren’t going to be, that was the hard reality but no I can’t just accept, it is still a hard decision to make especially the way he made me feel. I didn’t feel like a breeder to him, I felt like a special person in his heart, I