Chapter 3

Keila's POV

"Kean!"

"Wow! You're so handsome!"

"Kean, my love!"

I covered both my ears. The screams of the women in the canteen as they were confusing Kean were audible. Did they think they were the only people here? Class, girls, class.

"Kean, notice me, please?" begged a woman in front of Kean. My eyebrows immediately met what I saw.

What the hell?

"They're crazy! Are they that desperate for that man?" I'll be honest. "They're irritating." Maybe later, my eyebrows will reach Mars. They are worse than idiots.

"Don't get offended, Keila, but you used to be like that with Dwayne, eh?" Jenelle's groin. "You can't blame them. Kean is handsome, and he's a famous vocalist." She further explained.

"I'm not desperate like that!" I protest. "Kean is handsome, but Dwayne is even more handsome than him." I took my phone and just browsed Facebook. Sometimes I don't like my best friend's frankness.

I came across Bella Chika's page, and my eyes widened at their new headline. "Is this real?" I said I was surprised.

Dwayne Lopez and Krystal Arrevalo are now officially dating.

"What the hell?!" Jenelle was still staring at my phone because, like me, she couldn't believe the headline. "Not that girl! I don't like her," she said, annoyed.

"Who likes that bitch, anyway?" I said. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "My beauty is stressed again." I said.

All my emotions are mixing in my heart. You know that I'm still heartbroken, and then he's having fun? It hurts.

"Is anyone sitting next to you?" I opened my eyes and saw Kean. Another stress. "I'm sitting down." He sat down without even waiting for our reply. He happily placed his food on the table. Why, he's so hot.

I feel like all his fans are looking in our direction. I suddenly fell asleep. It's annoying.

"You didn't even wait for our answer? What if someone is already sitting there?" I'll be honest. He was surprised by my question and didn't seem to know what to say.

"Kean, I'm sorry, huh? It's just PMS Keila." Jenelle said. "There's no one sitting there." I looked at Jenelle and asked, "What the hell is that for?' Face.

"Until now, you're still kind, Jenelle." Kean said. I was stunned. Wait. Do they know each other?

"Do you know this guy, Jenelle?" I will ask.

"Um, yeah? He's Dwayne's ex-best friend." He said it hesitantly.

My eyes widened, and I was stunned.

That's why Dwayne and Kean know each other, but if they were best friends before, what happened to them now? They seem to be very angry with each other.

"Why did you and Dwayne do FO?" I asked Kean.

"What FO?" I raised my eyebrows again. Doesn't he know that?

"FO means friendship over." Jenelle explained it to him. "I wanted to ask you that too before, but Dwayne stopped me from talking to you."

"Just tell us." When I demand, "What happened?"

"There are things that shouldn't be talked about anymore, especially when they're in the past, because it might just make things worse now." He said it seriously. "I'm leaving."

He took his bag and left. He didn't even finish his food. I suddenly felt guilty. Even though I was annoyed with him, I still thought, Why am I being a bitch to him so much now? Is it because he punched Dwayne?

"Look what you did. The guy isn't doing anything, and in fact, he always saves you, but you're being a bitch to him." Jenelle's comment. "What's happening to you?"

"I don't know. Maybe because of what happened last week? It's like he knows me so well that he's already kissed me. He's being overly protective and overly caring toward me."

"How?" Jenelle asked.

"Last week, while I was drinking in Padis, he suddenly stopped me from drinking. He said a lot that I'm not like that, like this, or like that. I don't know him because technically I'm not his fan, and I just used him. He was so I wouldn't be embarrassed before." I explain. "And the fact that he punched Dwayne."

"Did I think you'd moved on? Why are you kissing Kean if you still care for my brother?" Jenelle asked in surprise.

"You can't just get rid of your feelings for someone." My answer.

"What was your kiss with Kean for?"

"He kissed me," I said.

"You forced him." Jenelle emphasized.

"Okay, whatever. That's just my escape plan so I can get out of that shame." "I don't want to be involved with him."

"I know him, and I know that he's a good guy." I raised my eyebrows again.

"You know him, and yet you didn't even tell me? How dare you?" I said. "If I didn't love you, I might have sulked at you."

"Because we're not close. I only know him because he used to be my brother's best friend, and my brother always told me about him. The guy deserves a chance."

"I just thought now that maybe I just didn't have anything to be angry with, so I passed all my anger on to Kean. Well, that's bad for me." I look at my watch, and I'm late for my next subject. "I need to go. Bye, bestie."

"Bye, my bitch bestie!" I just rolled my eyes. Yes, I'm a bitch, but not all the time, Jenelle.

I hurried to my next subject. Because I was late, I had no choice in my seat. It's against my heart, but I can be with Dwayne.

I did everything to hide my emotions while I was next to him. To be honest, I haven't really been able to move on from him yet because it's not that easy. It's hard, but there is a part of me that I want. From what he just said earlier, I know that I really have no value to him. I'm just playing. It hurts, but you can't do anything because you don't hold other people's hearts and minds.

"Dude, congrats to you and Krystal. You're a jackpot among those chicks." Said Darren, one of his friends. "I'm really impressed with you; everything you've done is a winner." Darren suddenly looked at me. Did Dwayne consider me a girlfriend? He said, 'He doesn't know me'.

I was suddenly bored.

"Dude, Krystal is my girlfriend and not just one of my chicks." Dwayne said.

We both went 'woah," but of course I was just thinking. Is Dwayne possessed by an evil element? For the first time, someone has considered him a girlfriend, and the most annoying thing of all is that it's really Krystal.

"Guys! Dwayne is serious about Krystal. He's a girlfriend." Darren shouted.

They are all having fun. Everyone teases Dwayne and Krystal. They are all still excited. Seriously?

I was even more annoyed, but I still didn't let them see it. I'm just a poker face, as much as possible. I don't want to look poor and defeated, because that's only for the weak.

Our professor has arrived, causing them to stop talking. It's a good thing because otherwise I might throw my chair in Krystal's face.

After class, I immediately packed my things so I could leave Dwayne's side.

"Won't you just congratulate me?" I immediately turned to Dwayne to see if he was really talking to me, and yes, he was.

How dare he?

"Huh?" I said it with an emotionless voice. "For what?"

"For me and Krystal." He said he was still smiling. This guy is such a douchebag. I hate him, but yeah, I can't deny that I also love him.

"Ah? Is Krystal yours? Congratulations." I smiled at him as much as possible before I left the room. "Okay Bye."

I don't know if my smile is plastic or what, but that's better; at least it didn't see me being too affected, but deep inside I was hurting too much.

He really wants to hurt me. He actually talked to me about it. What is he fighting for? Does he want to show me how worthless I am to him? What a jerk.

Lady. You have been cheated, and then they will make it look like that to you.

I didn't know where I was going, so I just went straight to the university playground. There aren't as many people here as often, so it's nice to emote here.

I sat on the swing. Since there was no one here except me, I just talked to myself. "I don't want to look poor and defeated in front of Dwayne and the people, but with what I do, don't I really look like that? I mean, Dwayne has manipulated me and everything to the point that he is making me think that he loves someone else and that he is serious because unlike me, it's all lies and pretending, but here I am, and I still like him."

I just laughed. "I'm stupid."

"Good thing you know." I screamed in shock and almost fell off the swing, but Kean grabbed my hand. Our faces came close, causing me to stare into his eyes. Nice. Wait. Are we close?

"What the hell are you doing?" I shouted.

He pushed me away and sat back on the swing I was sitting on. "Thank you; I saved you." He said it sarcastically. "Thank you very much."

"First of all, I wouldn't have fallen if you hadn't surprised me, and secondly, why are you listening to what I'm saying?" I said I was annoyed.

"You're really crazy," he said. I stood in front of him and held him by my waist.

"Say it again, am I crazy?" I'll be honest.

"You're deaf too." He added it with a laugh. "How can I not hear what you are saying with the strength of your voice?" It's probably not my fault that I hung out here and sat on the swing behind you," he explained.

"Go to the prison and explain. You can't fool anyone here.  stalking me, right?" I was surprised because he laughed out loud at what I said. "What's funny, huh?"

"You think someone like me will be your stalker?" He approached me, causing me to back away. "You've got to be better than that, crazy girl." He winked at me, then took his bad and left while singing stupid love. Gosh. He is annoying. Just bipolar? He used to be caring and protective of me, but now he's turning into a jerk.

And what?!

He's not a stalker in that situation; is he where I am? What is that, fate? Damn this destiny thing.

"Damn you, Kean!" I screamed. "I freaking hate you!"

and I also hate the fact that you're always saving me. What an irony.

Dear destiny, I hate you with all my heart.