Chapter 32

I can only think about Natasha, the night she walked in on us, and the realization that she was two years into her relationship with him, and it was falling apart when he decided to come after me.

Is this what he’s doing to me?

Would he?

We’re two years in and falling apart. This is fate coming back to punish me for Natasha. Like Karma.

I don’t know how to react, what to think or how to feel. Like I’m going to vomit, pass out, or die from the pain consuming me all over. My skin is rippling with horrid sensations as though I’m being pricked all over, my lungs deflating with heaviness. Every part of me aches with an agony I have no coping mechanism for.

Natasha was blind to all of it… Is that me? Am I blind to what’s been going on?

In one split second, my whole world comes crashing down around me, and I’m standing here, breaking into a million pieces as my heart bleeds out.

My Arry and some other woman, all cozy in the morning before work?