Chapter 56

Zara’s POV

When Nick said that, he dropped it like a bomb. In an instant, my body went cold. Inexplicable coldness... I can't explain it. Tears seemed to well up in my eyes.

It was like ice was poured on me at that time. I can't face him anymore at those times. I can't even speak anymore. I can't face him at first, and I might say something that I regret later.

The moment I stepped outside the precinct, I knew I had lost my strength. My knees seemed to become water, and I almost fell to my knees. I am very, very weak at this time.

The joy that I felt when I found out that my son is still alive is mixed. But there is also my guilt as a mother. I sleep well in a comfortable bed in a strong house and complete three meals a day. But I can't stomach the thought of my child being in an orphanage. All this time, she is there, maybe thinking that she is unloved by us.

"Our son Lucas! Let's go to Lucas, please!" I cry for mercy while begging. It's like my heart