Chapter 107. Painful Moments

I walked out of that room hearing her screams and cries, and left my heart with her. Even leaving it there, though, did nothing to help hide the pain. Pain from knowing I caused her to be upset, and be hurt. Pain from knowing I may never see her again. She's safe there, I can't risk taking her with me, not if Caiu wants me dead. Stepping into the car I close the door.

"Are you good?" Lorenzo asks, and they all look at me. I give a quick nod when, in reality, I'm not. I'm falling hard, I don't want to leave her, but I can't defy this order. I feel my heart shattering. The drive there is silent, and I try to push everything down, but for some reason, with my feelings for her, I can't.

They are boiling over the edge, which isn't good. I know somewhere inside of her she will forgive me if I return, and even if I don't. I don't think I will ever forgive myself for hurting her. Just hours ago, I promised never to lie or hurt her, and I failed. I had to, tho