Chapter 35. Mother

Today has been quiet, maybe even awkward. Lorenzo has been watching my every move, analysing everything I'm doing. I can't blame him, though. I was fine, great, but then I crashed hard.

This morning was different than last night. Then, right at the final moment, as I orgasmed, his words slipped into my mind and turned all the pleasure I had felt into disgust.

He won't like me tomorrow when I leave. I have to, things need sorting out with my mother, and I can't sort things out with him there. After bathing Luciano, I get him settled for the night. I sit on the bed, unsure of where Lorenzo is. I want to go find him, but I won't. He might be busy, and I don't want him coming to spend time with me if he is.

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Last night was weird. I barely slept; I woke up a lot, and Lorenzo wasn't in bed. He wasn't in bed this morning, either. I watch him play with Luciano, and I can't avoid it anymore.

"I need to go out today." He