Chapter 39. Close Call

We stay quiet and I feel anxious, I hate how much I hate Lorenzo. So maybe he's right and going forward, I use the gym when I feel like I need to hurt him? I don't do it on purpose, but I do it and I know I hurt him more than anyone, hell, it wouldn't surprise me if I haven't hurt him more than his own mother had.

"Hey! We have an auction coming up. Do you want to go shopping, like in a real shop, and get a dress?" Felicity grins, and asks me, and I want to agree but I'm still unsure.

"Maybe it would be good, a shopping day, what do you think?" Lucia smiles at me. I feel like they are trying to do something different, or maybe trying to make me feel welcome and less anxious? Or is this them trying to plan ahead and give me and Lorenzo a break from each other in an attempt to stop our mini wars?

"When are you thinking?" I ask, knowing that it's better than sitting here and hating myself.

"Tomorrow, we will leave after dinner, yeah?" Lucia smile