Chapter 20. Describing Feelings

Theo

Yuri looked at me without judgment. I had just told him about my parents, and the tears that welled up inside me made me realize how great the resentment I had towards them was.

"Since I was a baby, I was never wanted by them; I was always destined to be an accident because the perfect family was already formed. My siblings and I always lived without affection or love, but the photos in the magazines, the people who looked at us from the outside admired how close and affectionate we were. All lies.

Those who truly raised me were the countless nannies we had during childhood, and when we were able to fend for ourselves, they simply left us to our own devices. There were no hugs, head pats, little kisses, or loving words. Everything was just cold.

Bianca became my mother in various moments, helping me, supporting me, demanding responsibilities, and teaching me to be a good person, but Ruan simply gave up and joined the acting duo that were