Chapter 103. Not Okay

Slowly, with shivering limbs, I move forward. At a point, I stop to ask myself… Is this right? Should I really go ahead with it? What if Eryis is still alive and opening that freezer will kill her? But then something asks me… ‘Are you just scared she’s still alive in your head, and seeing her actually dead will kill her there too?’

Maybe…

Yes. Definitely.

I’m scared of that. I want her to remain alive in my head forever. No, I NEED her to remain alive in my head. If she’s no longer breathing there, I don’t know where else she would, and I don’t know the kind of drastic actions I could take.

“Mellow?” I hear Zeath call before I finally move again. However, as I insert the key into the keyhole and try to unlock the freezer, Zeath’s cold hands lands softly on my forearm. “Let me,” he whispers before softly taking my fingers off the ke