Chapter 99

"I am sorry, okay?" I just want you to be okay and that is all." Justin says, trying to put an end to the conversation he started.  

"Well, I am not okay." I say to them. "I want my daughter!" I yell at them. 

"I am sorry, but you know that she is gone." They tell me. "I wish we could do more." Dustin says. 

"Then if you can not do anything, let me be!" I say to them.  

They however are not willing to let me go. They are here to comfort me and are trying to do it at all cost. I wish it were that easy. This grief is just too deep. 

I spent so many years feeling bad about abandoning my daughter and I never really felt good. 

Now that I have finally gotten a chance to be with her and show her motherly love, she's taken away from me. 

They however try harder to make me feel good. Trying all possible ways and saying everything they can.  

This discussion actually takes a lo