Chapter 26. Sweetheart

I’ve never been less focused on my work than I am right now. I keep trying to look at the water, but for some reason, my heart rate keeps going up and down. I don’t know what is wrong.

I heard one of my roommates talking when I shouldn’t have, and that worries me. No doubt about it. Every time there was silence, I kept thinking about it, and I didn’t want to go home and see Asher.

I’m sure I had also told Nash that I was a spoiled brat in the car before. I don’t know how to figure out how much sex to have. I don’t really want it, but I don’t want to look like a loser because I don’t want it. I didn’t want to talk about it, but when I had to, my thoughts were clear.

When I was in high school, I did it with my boyfriends only a few times. When they wanted it, it was usually fast but not that good. I had no idea what it was like to like it. Maybe I had, and that would have been the end of that.

I was thinking about something else during this shift, and I didn’t