Chapter 117. Surprised?

Outside, I walked down the hospital corridor, fighting back tears.

I can't let anyone see me this emotional.

His words came back ringing in my ears.

(I have accepted my fate. I know a lot of people I have wronged will be after my life. I know I have a short time left. So I decided to focus on making my dream come true before I go. You talk about power and protection. It doesn't do anything to wash away the guilt and nightmares tormenting me each time I make a dark decision. You will never understand how it feels being torn between two worlds. Living a life to be feared and to be in charge was my father's wish. Not mine. I want to be happy. My days are few... can I at least live a little before I go?)

You ain't going anywhere idiot.

You could have the best life here,with as many brides as you wish...and children.

Brides that will make you willing to lead and fight not that bitch who is a poison to slow you down.

I brushed off my tears.

I will