Chapter 137. I Can't Love Him for the Rest of My Life

LENA

I turned the bathroom key so Jake could come in. Jake opened the door, and I met his eyes. He looked sad. I caused him sadness with my feelings. He made a face and stretched his arms for me to hug him. I embraced Jake immediately and sought refuge in his arms. I closed my eyes and let all the tears my body wanted to expel flow.

"Forgive me. You don't deserve this. I'm crying over your brother. It's not fair. It's not right," I felt foolish.

Jake made me look at him. He took my chin and lifted it to meet his eyes.

"Stop saying that. Okay?"

"But I..."

"Lena, look. I know what you feel for him. I always knew, and I know it hasn't changed anything between Dean and you. I also know my brother loves you. I'm not stupid. I'm hurt, but I can't be mad at you for loving him. Maybe I demanded too much by asking for engagement. I want to be with you, Lena, but I can't be the