Chapter 23. Frustration

CALIX

I feel sorry for her. She had that choice removed from her, and they didn't even consider her, instead, they sent her to someone like Richard. I feel like he is someone we should visit. Not yet though.

"So, with Dean, that was his way then, selling you to men for sex every night?"

"No, well, yes but no." She shakes her head like she is thinking of how to say the next part. "Not everyone wanted sex. Some of the men wanted a submissive, or slave. So sometimes sex wasn't the aim. I would be used however they wanted. If it wasn't sexual, they would have to tell Dean beforehand, however."

That explains why she follows orders so well when she wants to anyway. Sitting we talk, and hours pass by. I somehow fall asleep, unsure of the time but I know she needs space, she is used to following a routine, and everything.

So maybe, for now, we should do that? My thoughts stay throughout my sleep.

Waking, I feel her wrapped around me. My mind tried to igno