Chapter 92. I Feel Betrayed

Numb.

I was still numb to the bone. I mean, I could feel the emotions but at the same time, it was like I couldn’t. I wanted to cry so badly, but the tears just wouldn’t come.

Was this because I was strong? I highly doubt that. My brain was probably trying to protect me from everything—trying to keep me from going insane.

I continued walking, the street lights all turned on. I didn’t know where I was going, but I kept going. There was this heaviness on my chest that made me feel like I couldn’t breathe well, and gosh, I hated it.

Do you want to know an emotion that stood out to me while I was numbed out of my mind? Betrayal. I felt betrayed. I felt like everything had been going so well, and for once in my life, I was happy and hopeful; I was looking towards the future.

But oh how stupid I was! I let my guard down because I thought fate was now making it up to me for all the pain and depression that I had gone through. But it was all lies.

I was be