Chapter 167

JET

I have only ever felt like dying twice, first time being the death of my parents. I was hardly a teen then when it happened and the second time being when Freya had bravely but foolishly went after Morgana. I almost lost her then, I'm still not over it no matter how much I tried to reassure myself.

This was a fear I never mentioned to anybody, not even her and certainly not to Hunter. I'm an Alpha, I'm supposed to be brave, fearless, strong and yet when it comes to her, I feel both strong and weak at the same time, if that makes sense. 

I'm a man of very few words, I do not talk about my emotions simply because I'm not very good at being expressive. I try though and I'm still going to keep trying until I get there because I know how much it upsets my mate when I keep things from her. 

I never gave it much thought until she didn't come to me immediately the symptoms started manifesting. It enraged me to think she didn't trust me