Chapter 59. Understanding

Leah’s POV

Tears fell freely from my eyes and I felt so embarrassed. I was covered with my own vomit and had also messed up the guy’s sportscar. Also, I think at that moment, all the emotions that the drug had suppressed started to come back. 

And this time, they were even stronger. I felt like I was being hit over and over by a truck, and that there was nothing that I could do about it. 

“Are you going to keep whining like a damn baby, or get out of the car?” Rafael said to me, making me feel even worse. I felt so alone and this night was probably the worst night of my life. 

I removed my seatbelt, my tears blinding my vision for a quick second before it cleared. I opened the door and got down. My dress was messed up, and my mind felt like complete sh*t. 

I took a step away from the car and avoided looking at the guy, too embarrassed. He was pacing the sidewalk and I could tell that he hated me so much. Then he fina