Chapter 156

“I don't know. I-I... Last night, I had a concert, I performed it. Everyone loved it. The stadium was full, not a single vacant seat. But oddly, this time, I didn't feel that spark in me when I was on the stage. After it ended, I drunk the costliest champagne on the terrace of my multi million penthouse but I didn't enjoy it. Then I was served world class food but it tasted nothing on my tongue. I never wanted to die but then for whom should I live? I have no one in the big world even if I've long number of followers on my social media. Whom should I really live for, Max? I've loved you whole my life. I've....I'm so fucking alone in this world. I gave you my virginity, Max and no I didn't enjoy the sex. You didn't make love to me; you fucked me. It was brutal but I pretended to be enjoying it because I wanted you to fuck me. I wanted you to notice me and be with me even if it meant being your whore. I've loved you so much, Max. You've no idea that I let myself get humiliated by you in