Chapter 21

Alpha Rollins's POV

I had to keep my distance; it would be so easy to hurt someone now in my state. Lucian took over things in the pack; he understood, and I would always be grateful for having such a loyal Beta by my side.

Being alone helped me think on other things, like Teo, it didn't help that the gap in my mind was still present. It was worse now that she was gone; it was like fate was forcing me to live without her, pushing her away with every chance it got, first from my memory and now from me.

Regrets.

I had so many regrets, like how I regretted going to Gwen and cheating on Cara; I deserved all I got; I remembered that night; I had been so drunk, but she was there, Gwen, galivating about, waiting, as if she knew I was so close to slipping.

I hated myself more when Cara forgave me so easily, the thing was this was my life, I was never once cared about women's feelings when I used them, I hadn't realised how much things had chang