Chapter 34

Things seem to be difficult when you have only one choice, but they are even more difficult and complicated when you are torn between two hard choices. In a situation like mine, you feel totally confused and lost. I do not know which way to go. Each choice has consequences, and they are both equally dangerous. Fighting for my freedom, or running away from this captivity, means endangering my life in case my paths cross with Ejay again in the future. That would be the end of me. If I choose the other choice, I will have sold my soul to the devil and accepted the possibility of being a slave forever. I am so drained from thinking and weighing the two options. I am so tired of trying to make up my mind because the fear has crept in. The fear of what awaits me after the trip I am taking tomorrow The fear of losing in the end. I am so weighed down, but I have to keep going. Maybe the first thing I need before making a decision is a change of scenery. A new environment will help me clear