Chapter 52

My breathing is heavy and my mind is all over the place as I overthink. I am wearing the dress that Bunny and I got when she took me shopping yesterday. Staring at my reflection as I stand in front of the full-length mirror, I realize that I have not been this dressed since the night of Ashton’s birthday party.

I wanted to hold my hair up but decided just to let it fall to my shoulders. The dress hugs my body gracefully and my lips are painted with a light layer of pink lipstick. The dress is sleeveless so I decide to throw a small jacket over it; which does not kill the look.

A knock sounds at my door and I take in a deep breath before letting it out slowly. Am I really ready for this? For seeing Ashton again after I dashed his hopes to the ground by choosing Zayn over him?

I won’t lie to myself, I still have feelings for Ashton, but they are fading, and that is something I am grateful for. I guess not talking to him for the past week and pretending that he didn’t exist