Chapter 31. His Point of View

Anger doesn't even cut the emotion I am feeling right now.

I wonder if she knows of the things, I gave up for her. Does she know of the business deals I had to cancel simply because it would have caused me to lose my faithfulness? Does she know of the business deals I had to make so that she never ran out of money, or stopped living a life of luxury? Does she know of the number of virgin pussies I had to say no to just so I won't desecrate our matrimony or the numerous drinks or night club passes I turned down so that I won't make the mistake she has made?

I do all these, and how does she repay me?

She lets him touch her.

I'm furious, livid and pained. I'm furious that another man has touched her. But that's not what has me seething. It's the fact that even though she had been unfaithful, I can't help but wonder what a blowjob from her will be like, since she has never given me one before.

I incline my head, and I'm shocked when I see her sleeping s