Chapter 22

Nate's POV

I was lost in thought. I was sad and confused about what to do. I needed to go for a drive, so I sent for Ralph so that he could drive while I took my time to think about what was going on.

He knows my deep secret, but I can’t leave the seat for James. He would maltreat the people just like he had done a few years ago before he was exiled. I didn’t want anything to happen to them, but at the same time, I can’t let them know that I have an identity crisis.

That won’t be good at all. Should I hand it over to James, since that would make him not say anything to the people? 

Knowing James, he would do exactly what he has said. 

Maybe I should step down for him, since that would shut him up.

“Don’t you dare think about that,”. I heard Rapha, my alter ego scream in my head. I took deep breaths to calm myself down. I don’t want Rapha to control me anymore, but I can’t achieve that. No matter how much I tried, No matt