Chapter 56. Found

I no longer know the time. I've drank too much, but those guys have me on edge. They keep looking at me. I've stopped looking, but I still feel their eyes on me. It's like Rocco is going one step further to make me aware that I am being watched and that I won't ever get free. I was so sure that I would get free, so sure that I could escape this, and get back to Luciano and Lorenzo, and I underestimated them, and gave myself far too much credit.

I'm handed another drink and glance up, confused; I didn't order one. One of the men from the table nods towards me. Shit. I don't want their drinks, and I don't want any of Rocco's men to get friendly with me. I stare at the drink, unwilling to even touch the glass. Yet, I need a drink, and I don't want to make Rocco's men angry with me. Drinking helps numb me, lifting the glass I pour the entire contents into my mouth and down it. I nod at the bar woman. 

"Have you not had enough?" She looks at me, and my he