Chapter 56. Feeling Guilty

Prince Harad's POV

Moon Goddess, what just happened?

My memory has completely erased the moment of a few minutes ago, my senses refuse to register what I just felt. It's unreal and forbidden, I have to fight it with everything I have.

But this can never be!

Still in a state of shock, I close my eyes to hide the look on my face.

I keep Cissy close, even though I think she must have felt the change in me.

By putting her on my lap and kissing her, I could also distract Xan. I felt his confusion, too, and wanted to avoid his questions, because they are my questions, as well, and I have no answers to them. He is crazy about our mate and to hold her in our arms is what he longs for. Those moments were few and far between, and when he felt her, he forgot everything around him and purred like a contented cat.

My guilt added a whole new dimension to our kiss, it was almost more desperate than an expression of love. I felt a compelling urge to r