Chapter 29. So Painful

Lyndon’s POV

I could not believe how fast the tide had changed. It was as though we were back right where we started. I just had the best lay of my life and my mate is thinking of a other? It was painful beyond words.

“Do I really not mean anything to you?” I asked.

“Lyndon, you do. But I just can’t explain it. It has always been Iris since when I was little. It has nothing to do with how I feel about you,” he said, pleading with his eyes for my understanding.

I scoffed, what was there to understand?

“It means then that you just took advantage of me. You used me to satisfy your curiosity and now you are going to leave me for a princess you feel is better than I?” My heart was tearing apart. I had hoped this was going to mark a blissful turning point in our relationship but apparently, I was wrong. It hurt so much now that I had had a taste of paradise with him than it had when we had not mated. It had been a fusion of souls for goodness sake, ha