Chapter 58. Operation Take Belladonna’s Husband

BELLADONNA 

I shook my head, eager to know what she was about to say. It seems that after Luca died, I lost all hope in being romantic or catching the smallest clues and hints. 

All I knew was sex and alcohol. I was really hopeless. 

“Because it feels like you’ll say anything he wants to hear,” Gianna said. “It feels like you’ll say anything to make him better. It felt like you weren't ready to be honest with him. If I were in his shoes, I would be hurt beyond reason, and I would feel like you’re taking my feelings for granted. That you’re not willing to reciprocate. And when he asked if you were acting that way because you lost your husband or fuck you, why did you hesitate? Do you know what that seems like?”

“I didn't know what to answer, okay?!” I shouted because her words were beginning to feel… overwhelming. “I didn't know. I’m not sure how I feel towards him. I’m not certain what this feeling in my chest is. So how do you expect me to com