Chapter 41

I nodded and gave her a side hug as I left to get something for us to eat. I bought a sandwich for us from a bakery and some muffins. I went to her, she was in the park she told me about. I saw her sitting on a bench, talking to Marianne.

The realization of her previous words sank in me, when Marianne asked her if she loved me and Rebecca couldn't answer. “Oh Lord…” My heart began to beat fast as mystifying thoughts came to my mind and caused a commotion, filling me with an eerie yet satisfactory feeling. I looked at Rebecca and no matter how much I try, my eyes can't look at Marianne as if I cannot go anywhere else leaving Rebbecca, like I am made for her.

‘It's because we are married… right?’ I can't possibly think about Rebecca like this. I just liked it when I touched her or whenever I saw her smile, it gave me deep solace and- wait what? No, no, no, I just want to liberate Rebecca from her fears, ‘nothing’ else. “Rebecca.” I sighed and walked to them, Marianne awkwardly tu