Chapter 230. Empty Beds

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Alexander Montgomery: Diary Entries

June 21st

Age: 18

I think I'm broken. I still don't feel emotionally or physically attracted to my wife. Our sex is very plain. I'm starting to feel like I'm fucking a lifeless body. I seriously get more pleasure from fucking my hand than fucking her.

Maybe it's due to always using protection, but then again, the idea of fucking her raw makes me uncomfortable. Especially since I've never fucked someone raw and don't want her to be the first. Is that how it's supposed to be? If it is, then why do people feel the need to get married? It makes no sense.

Anyways, that's all for now. I have no idea when I'll write again. Amanda is very needy and demanding. Hopefully, she changes.

July 3rd

Age: 18

It's been a year since I got married, and I can wholeheartedly say that this shit was a fucking pain in the ass. Yeah, I got money. Yeah, I got a