Chapter 20

POV: Hyun-Suk

I've never felt shaken by any boy I wanted to have for myself. Never, really.

But why do I now feel like the worst person in the world?

And worse, I don't even have the decency to understand my problems on my own, I need to drag my best “and only” friends into this as well.

“But what really happened?”

It's Hajun who asks. Right now, I'm sitting on his couch, looking at his face that still shows he woke up not long ago.

After Jaejun left, I felt so lost with everything I felt in that moment that the only person I thought could help me was Sun Hajun, and it's his face I'm looking at now, lost, very, very lost. Trying, somehow, to understand what's going on with myself.

“I don't know.” I speak truthfully. The topic of the moment is Jaejun - of course it is - and Hajun already knows what happened, but what intrigues me right now is precisely me. Because comprehending something I've never