Chapter 178

ALPHA ZADE

I don't have a valid reason for why I have been holding back from telling Feyre everything.

A part of me might be cautious to open up to her when I wasn't even sure what we are. She has made it quite clear she didn't want anything that serious.

She'd panicked and froze up on me last night when she felt my teeth around her neck. I wasn't going to mark her.

Not because I didn't want to. Trust me, I have been thinking about it for a while now. But I know it is a decision we have to make together, and that can only happen after we define other parts of our relationship.

The painful conversation I have been avoiding. I know I can't stop it forever so if she wants to talk about it now, that is what will happen.

Though maybe, naked and our bodies pressed together is not the best way to go about it. I know I'll say yes to whatever she wants when we're like this.

Not that it made me let go of her, because she is damn right about me being c