Chapter 85. I Don't Love Her

DEAN

I felt afraid of the decision Carla might make after Lena mentioned we had kissed. I had kissed Lena on both occasions. Carla would never forgive me for that. She judged me with her gaze. I knew I had hurt her and regretted doing so. But did I regret kissing Lena? Or did I regret talking on the phone with her? Because I remembered Lena's sweet lips every night.

I knew I was an idiot. But I couldn't regret kissing Lena. There was magic in her mouth. The closeness of our bodies awakened my carnal desire for her. Lena and I had magnetism. We were drawn to each other. I knew she resisted being close to me, but I knew it was her fear of falling into my arms.

However, I couldn't tell Carla the truth. Or maybe I could. I didn't know what the hell I was going to say to Carla to make her forgive me. She was furious with me, and I had no way to defend myself. It's amazing how Lena unintentionally exposed me. Lena didn't even have to mention