Chapter 218. Farewell

JASON

No, I didn’t want to listen anymore. I was tired of being judged, of being told what to do. Whatever Chris did wasn’t something that would keep me up at night. He was stronger than I was, he would survive. And if he didn’t, there was nothing I could do. I couldn’t stop Clarisa from dying. My beautiful lady, I remembered the times when we talked, when we were together. These memories were terrible for me. Your voice, I could hear it when I closed my eyes and silenced my thoughts. Her beautiful voice. Her beautiful face, her gentleness, how I felt when I was by her side. Everything that happened was my fault, our separation, allowing my heart to be corrupted. I pushed her away and I couldn’t save her either, I didn’t help her when she needed me the most.

Sometimes I imagined what it would have been like if things had been different. If she was alive. I didn’t care if she didn’t love me, as long as she was still in this world.

“Chris will be fine.” I said immedi