Chapter 35

Samael Wulf

I threw myself onto the bed, placed my arms under my head, and just stared at the ceiling. I didn’t want to hurt her like that. Well, I did mean to, but sadly, I couldn’t take it all back. If I did try to salvage a friendship with her, it wouldn’t be fair to her because if she had feelings for me and I didn’t reciprocate them, then I would just be stringing her along. I knew what it was like to love someone so much, and they didn’t feel the same. I thought that Freya did love me in her own way, but maybe not in the way I needed. But if there were a small chance of us being together, then I would snatch it up immediately. I think I would even contemplate sharing her.

My mind wandered, and I had visions of Freya with the other love rivals. Half naked, sweating and their hands and mouths all over her. To my surprise, it made me horny, where I thought it would repulse me or make me angry. I shocked myself, but as I kept thinking of her being fucked by other men,