Chapter 5

What am I going to do with my life now that Ashley’s not in it anymore? How can I live without her? How can I simply accept that she’s not in my life anymore when we’ve been together for five long years through so many ups and downs... when I already got used to this life with her? How can I accept that the future that I was hoping we’d have will become just a dream and not turn into reality anymore?

All these thoughts were running through Zayden’s mind as he was walking down the street while there was heavy rain pouring. Some part of him still thought that maybe there might be a reason why Ashley did this because he still could not fathom the reason why last night, everything about them was still perfect. He could still clearly remember how they made each other feel loved last night... he could even recall the exact words that Ashley said to him before they fell asleep with only blankets covering their naked bodies. 

“Always remember, my Zay, that no matter what ha