Chapter 4

The last time I saw my mom, she told me I was special. Not just because I am her only girl, but because she looked out for me the most.

I used to be a crybaby and very fragile when I was a little. That’s why they all observe their behavior when I am around and they never let me get hurt.

I was not used to befriending just anyone because my instinct is telling me that they will leave me someday. Some will talk behind my back because of my personality, some will use me for fame and power, and there would be people who’ll aim to put me in danger because I’m weak.

I was taught to take precaution when it comes to socializing, that’s why from being an annoying crybaby, I became too self-centered and protective with my well-being.

I didn’t notice that because of my desire to avoid being hurt, I became different from other people. I don’t know how to get along with many and I am often entitled as ‘ill-mannered brat’