Chapter 73

Alpha Rollins's POV

I felt betrayed.

I wanted her to feel even a little bit of the pain I felt. Was this what love meant? Does it always have to hurt this badly?

Never had I thought that the Brutal Alpha Rollins could get his heart broken by a girl, but now I see that love is the only thing that could hurt this badly.

She thought I could ever enjoy what I did to my gamma—of course I hated it; of course I wished she denied it; I wished she could in some way explain to me how it was just some made-up crap by Emmaline, but it wasn't; it was real, and if time was taken back, I couldn't have spared Teo.

I loved him as a brother—brothers don't break each other's trust like Teo did to me. The moment I called for him, it was like in some bizarre way, he expected it, I wanted him to say a single word, I wanted him to try defending himself, he did none of that, and that annoyed me more, he took the beating, he knew his punishment—I spared him; if