Chapter 131. There Are a Lot to Fix

Ryder POV

The pain was trying to swallow me, to drown me but I didn’t fight it. I leaned my head back on the back of the desk, my blue eyes dull and pulled down in shame.

I didn’t know how I’d ever find my way back, I just gave into the pain , the darkness, the numbness in my heart. Allowing them to tear me into pieces when the moment was disturbed by the opening of the door.

Logan stepped in and on seeing the mess on the floor, he frowned and walked in. And that’s when his gaze fell on me, he quickly locked up the door and rushed over to me.

“Ryder!” He said in a panicked voice and grabbed the bottle from me. I wanted to struggle for it but I felt so weak to even lift a finger.

Logan glanced at the small remains of the drink and then back to me. “This is not what you were supposed to be doing,”

“And what am I supposed to do?!” I shot him a sharp look, my heart tugging so badly.

“Fix yourself, fix the situation,” he almost scolded me.