Chapter 38

After he hurt me Jake came out but as usual, he forbade me to leave our room. I sighed deeply as I looked into the void. When men repeatedly cheated on me, I wished that they would only hurt me physically rather than the emotionally damage they would give me. But now that I know what a battered wife feels like my god, I don't like it.

 It's so pathetic that I let him hurt me because of a sin I committed against him. Am I the only one to blame? It's not easy to be ghosted either, eh? I took a deep breath again because of my thoughts. Maybe I need to change my decision. Yes, and there is a certain Jake p Can I handle being a punching bag until the Lord takes him?

I leaned on the headboard of the bed and looked up at the ceiling and only then did I notice that it had a beautiful design. After all, he is really rich so they can afford to have a ceiling similar to the Venetian in Macau. You seem to have reached the sky Hayys, it must be nice if my husband and I love each other