Chapter 39

I'm really stupid when it comes to love.  He says he loves me too much but it's that easy to change him. After all, what else can I expect since I'm the one who can't commit to him? I returned home with a broken shoulder and lower self-esteem. Don't let it reach even self-love, I can't do it anymore.

"Nat!"

I immediately stopped when I heard his voice. I don't know if I will turn around or not. But we are not children anymore and I have to face the fact that we will see each other every day whether we like it or not. "Jacob, why?"

"What you saw earlier, that's just nothing," he said.

"Did you see what? Ah, that affair you had in the garden? Don't worry because that's just none of my business, eh," I lied.

"It's just nothing? Is that why there are tears in your eyes? I'm sorry if you saw that," he apologized.

I smiled lightly at him and said it's okay because what else can I say? "I know how you feel because it hurts to see the person you love with s