Chapter 37

Conrad's POV

I often wished that things in my life were simpler, hoping I could do whatever I wanted without putting effort into it. I've always been a fairly carefree person, not caring about many things, and my main focus was on having sexual relationships. As I became a professor, I realized that in life, it's not all about being like me. Life has so much more to offer; it's about more than just sitting around and being unconcerned about what might happen.

Being a professor helped me understand that sometimes we meet people who change our perspective on life. Including Jeremias, I look at him and wonder why he's always been so attentive to me. Why did we study together? Why did he recommend me? Or why does he see me as a friend? He has always been there for me. I don't want things to be ruined with Jeremias. I don't want him to know that I've slept with one or two of my students if I accept Harper's deal. I could reject her and tell her that I've had enough with stude